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One way night

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Lonely PawnWhat is this that I'm feeling,  it is cold and empty inside.  The burning hearts keep on stealing,  from a love that was implied .   
Never knowing when they should stop,  keep on going till there is no more.  They keep on working that sweatshop,  till there is nothing left to cure.   
Leaving behind an empty book,  where the story has been all gone.  They have taken all that they took,  down to the last lonely Pawn.   
The pieces have all been played,  and the games has been long and lost.  Another person fooled and betrayed  another heart claimed by th Lonely Pawn
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back trackingThe past keeps haunting,  that past keep coming back.  The feelings are arming,  and they are getting ready to attack.   
The emotions will start flowing,  and they will not give any slack.  The feeling will go on growing,  till they make my mind go crack.   
The cards keep on dealing,  that race has started by horseback.  The stakes keep on rising,  till you lose it all on blackjack.   
Life is always gambling,  throwing it offtrack.  I feel like I'm losing,  and that I will be thrown back.   
To never be wanting,  a heart that was hijack back tracking
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Forsaken FriendBeing close to you is all that I want  from our first night at the restaurant  The way our lips did the meet and greets  my heart did skip too many beats   
Taken away to another plane  a goal that I have never attained  Wanting things to always last  even though I have a troubled past   
Innocence has been taken  gone away and forsaken  Never to come back again  gone away that old friend   
Never to become that close  for it's another nail on my post  Those worded nails really hurt me  can't let it go and never let it be   
Those pictures haun Forsaken Friend
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VoicedI'm tired of the Worry  I'm tired of the Pain.  I'm tired of the Voices  that are screaming in my brain.   
I'm tired of the Suffering  
I'm tired of the Poor.  Why do these things always  
come knocking on My Door?   
I'm tired of the People  who think the know what is Best.  If they had it their Way  the would lock me up in a Vest.   
I'm tired of the Rules  I'm tired of the Laws.  The way they tear at me  like sharpened talons Claws.   
I'm tired of myself  and the way that I Feel.  For every breath I take  is another thing I Voiced
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Fri Jun 5, 2009, 8:49 PM
So it's been some time since I've been on here (again). It seems like I don't check this place as much as I used to. I don't submit as much either. I don't know. It's life I guess. Things change, situations change, and sometimes people change. We always hope for the better and I hope that is the direction that I'm heading. Thing are always going from being busy to chaotic but that's nothing new. We will see what happens now.

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*mayoofka:iconmayoofka: May 11, 2009, 1:24:35 PM
hi my dear watcher! :aww: you have a lil feature in my journal [link]

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Mood: Love ~paulstays:iconpaulstays: May 13, 2009, 8:23:18 PM
Thank you very much for the feature, it's been a long time since I've been on here and it was a pleasant surprise.

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*mayoofka:iconmayoofka: May 16, 2009, 7:36:38 AM
yes I know, so i'm glad to have u back :D

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don't forget to breath ;)
~paulstays:iconpaulstays: Jun 5, 2009, 8:34:04 PM
well, I'm back and forth, you know how things go with life. Things change, situations change, and eventually people change. I feel a change coming and I don't know how things will play out but in the end we are always stronger some how.

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=o0oPen-in-my-eyeo0o:icono0oPen-in-my-eyeo0o: Feb 13, 2009, 11:56:21 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:

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~Midiana:iconMidiana: Feb 10, 2009, 5:51:11 AM
hey and thanxXx 4 the FAV of the rainbow pic :DDD "Don't look back"
Midi x_X

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*pigletface:iconpigletface: Feb 7, 2009, 5:50:18 AM
thanks for your kind words :love:
Mood: Welcoming ~paulstays:iconpaulstays: Feb 9, 2009, 9:23:14 PM
you are very welcome!

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